What am I doing this FOUR!!?

Day four of the GPM 12 Week Sprint.

Feeling okay today. A lot of things in my life seem somewhat chaotic at the moment but I am carrying on. I was stressed at my day job today (we had a Board meeting) and it just cemented the fact that I don't want to be there. I want to make this work more than ever. And I think that's why it's not seeming as overwhelming as just a few days ago 🤷‍♀️. Any way...

What am I doing this for? Four - for - get it! Yeah welcome to my brain at 9pm...

What is this journey for?
For growth. To show myself I can turn up and do hard things. That I can commit and that I can make a change in my life that is going to be incredible for our future.

My motivation is my children. Always has been, always will be.
I want to embrace them. I want to soak them in and enjoy every bit of them while they are young. I want to be there for them when they have sports days, or get merit certificates or just need me.
My husband is also my motivation. I don't want him to feel forever weighed down by being the provider in our family and I want him to be able to achieve his goals too.

Right now - how am I feeling? I feel pulled in so many directions that I cannot give 100% to any aspect of my life. I feel like I am not in alignment and I am not being true to myself. I know what I want to get to and I know what is not right for me. And this is the power of growth I suppose!

I feel like I have decided what I want to do in my life and I am finally giving it a go.

I know this 12 weeks is going to be uncomfortable and I am ready for that. And I am ready and willing to do whatever it takes. I'm literally listening to Balazs' webinar and he is saying it's not going to be easy - but that is the way it is! Even when you're at the top! Noted. 👍

My goal is to be at home and present for my kids. 100%. Just the thought of it makes butterflies in my stomach and gets me excited! I want to travel with them and experience things with them and I want to create an incredible life for them - and me. I want to be able to stay on top of the washing and have a clean house all the time. I want to have time to catch up with friends for coffee. And I really want to eat my lunch while watching an episode of crappy reality TV.
I feel like I cant even explain how excited it all makes me 🤣

Any way - that's what I am doing it for! To make MY heart happy. No fancy cars or expensive handbags - just to be able to be present at home and provide for my family.

Happy days!
H.x ✌️