12 Days of Christmas...?

Day 12/84...

12 days in and I've felt more overwhelmed than the 12 days of Christmas! haha!
I am fluctuating somewhere between 'I LOVE this structure and knowing what to do" and "Im to f*cking tired for this."

With lack of sleep slowly gaining on me - I am feeling exhausted. With stress at work I feel overcome with distraction. With my management role at work I am feeling like it is a responsibility that I do not want.

12 days in and I want to set five goals for the next 12 days...

1. Prioritise sleep - minimum 6-7 hours a night. Right now my average sleep time is 4.5 - 5.5 hours a night and I am feeling it.

2. Stop making excuses. There are moments in my day where I am scrolling socials watching absolutely ridiculous videos about nothing that concerns me... and then I complain I don't have time. I'm the one that controls my time. So, cutting down on social scrolling is on the to-do list.

3. Get a new ad out by next weekend 06/04/2025. No excuses. I have been working on different ads and thinking they are "not good enough" but something is better than nothing - so getting something OUT is my focus.

4. Work on my plan to get out of my job. Stop getting so sucked in, and start climbing out. Make a deadline. Make a plan. Make a goal to reach and make it happen. Management is not me forever.

5. Be present. My kids have asked me to do a few things with them and I have said "not right now" or "maybe later" or "in a minute" and that minute turns into an hour and then we literally run out of time, and I don't do it. My WHY is my kids and my family - they have to be a priority. I don't want them growing up being my second choice behind 'work'.