day two

Day 2/84
GPM 12 Week Sprint

I am bloody tired today - last night I was up until midnight trying to sort my sh*t out!
Struggling to concentrate at work today - because my mind does not want to be in an office...
I'm locked in on a bigger and better life and this is the way I am going to do it!

I wanted to give up and go to bed so many times last night - but my WHY was stronger than my excuses and I didn't give up. I had a lot of mind blocks getting things out last night - but I know that it's because I have not been in flow of these daily habits for quite some time...

I used to be so confident in my affirmations and positive thinking, but recently feel like I am constantly playing catch up which just is not conducive to feeling on top of things, positive and in flow... so - it makes sense...

But today I can actually feel a shift. I feel the excitement coming back, I feel the dream being reimagined. I had to fill out a load of questions before I started the Sprint and I pictured what I would do to celebrate my goals in a year, 5 years, 10 years! And I could picture us going back to Disneyland. Staying for a week in the Disney Castle, doing all the extra things, wearing our Disney merch, hanging out enjoying just being together. The vision is becoming clearer and I can see it becoming a reality if I stick to this and commit to putting me and my family first.

12 weeks seems such a short period of time in our lives. I can be uncomfortable for 12 weeks if it changes our trajectory. Feeling pumped!

I think tomorrow I will post a bit more about Enagic. What I love about it... We'll see how I feel tomorrow!

H.x ✌️